Birdkeeper’s daughter

Art by Lucy Campbell

On the edges of change, these margins of leaving are tangible; 
unhurried detachment of shell from its warm insides, 
a gradual strengthening of where you end and I begin, 
no more indistinct boundaries of my body or yours. 

Our home underground houses a bird of miracle
her shadow stains your white clean walls; 
nevertheless, you feed her well and love her with precision 
in this dream I love her too.

When you’re distracted, I go down to see her, 
two caves sheltering eyes, containing ocean 
the water in me moves with undoubting recognition 
she is me, and I am her.

The hollow womb cage shrinks in contractions 
as the bird flops and turns within our body, 
your pain is real yet necessary for this rupture of us 
where I end, and you begin.

I enter the dream, the dream enters me again
descend to her, her – eager for my return
I open the door of your cage, reddened by longing, 
red as mouth, labia-lips, I let her fly, rebirthing; this way, this way.

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