addiction

before, i was dying

A chapter from my story towards healing I felt alive only when my blood would seep through with adrenaline: the numbing excitement, the buzzing of sensation through my body. It would be familiar yet always new, different – what will it bring this time? I constructed my life like an addict, ensuring that my nextContinue reading “before, i was dying”

made to please

he tells her that her body is too heavy to hold and her hunger insatiable. her craving reminds him of a starved animal perhaps his past loving was lighter; to love her is to love a whole world. he is unaccustomed to this darkness his tongue can taste miracles inside her deep collarbone but heContinue reading “made to please”