I told you no

you make your way in like a ruthless predator  opening up, pulling apart  push and pull. I remember the waves, the sea with its flow infiltrate  then withdraw. I pray for it, wish I was drowning.  but the heaviness of your body I can’t ignore.  Stiffness. You draw me in like an animal. Breathing inContinue reading “I told you no”

Cacao blessings

I have been blessed to start my favourite month of October attending a Cacao Ceremony in a secluded beautiful house in nature. I was seventeen years old when I attended my first Cacao Ceremony, an experience which initiated my search for meaning and for a deeper connection to myself, god, nature and spirituality. It’s beenContinue reading “Cacao blessings”